嘎緯的出走札記

在那六週的日子裡，

其實對於那些在課後一起吃東西聊天的時光，

真的感到很珍貴

In the six weeks,

To those time we ate and chatted together,

Were really cherish time

我們在課堂後，

最特別的大概就是我們常常跟學生一起去吃飯喝咖啡了，

從附近的Kebab(土耳其美食店)，到咖啡廳，甚至還有次吃披薩，

After sessions,

The specialist may be that we volunteers and some participants would go eating and chatting

From Bosfor Kebab, to Framm’s, once we ever go to have pizza!

大家就這樣坐在一起談天說地，

有時也不一定說什麼，

但就是去享受那個當下

We just sat together,

Enjoyed the food, sometimes talked to each other,

But the best was we all enjoyed the time

不過其實我也缺席蠻多次的，

有時候是為了要去超市買日常生活要用的水或下廚食材，

到後段我自己壓力上來調適不太來也選擇自己一個在鎮上走走散心，

甚至有時候乾脆窩在宿舍看yt避世，

But I didn’t go with them several times,

Sometimes bcs I needed to buy water or food for our daily life

And some especially at the late weeks I chose to walk around the city or just stay in the dorm with youtube when I couldn’t relax the heavy pressures

有次是學生他們臨時被其他夥伴們邀來宿舍，

我算是蠻後面才知道他們當天下課要跟我們回去，

所以其實我也算有點對他們不好意思吧，

我那天並沒有跟他們一起在女生房間聊天，

反而是一個人在自己房裡看綜藝玩很大，看完又準備煮晚餐，

Once some participants suddenly were invited to come our dorm,

I known this when they had already came with us

So that a little bit sorry to them cuz I didn’t stay together with them

But I chose to stay in my room to do what I need to do.

事後夥伴們也一直問我當天我為何不跟他們一起，

老實說就算到現在我可能都很難說出一個讓人覺得好的理由吧，

After that partners asked why I didn’t stay together for several times,

Actually I thought my answer maybe not a perfect answer to them

我只記得當時最原本是Ece一直想追問，但我其實沒有做正面回答

後來隔一兩天在跟Rozelin聊天的時候我才大概給了答案

我只跟她說其實人這樣突然被邀來我還蠻有壓力，有點尷尬，

一來是他們是進到宿舍來了，我其實也毫無準備，

跟平常在外面吃飯聊天不太一樣，我不太知道該怎麼去面對他們到來，

二來是我自己也在掙扎，

因為他們的到訪，原本有自己規劃好的時間，該不該為此改變

當然結果是我選擇了照著自己的方向走

也對他們覺得不好意思，有些抱歉

I just remembered that I didn’t tell Ece that directly

but talked with Rozelin somedays after that

I said that to me bcs they came so sudden to me that I felt a little bit pressured

To me it was like I have no prepared but they came into our room

It was not like we chatted outside after session in normal

I had no idea that how to face it

And I had my plan before I knew they would come,

So I thought whether I should changed the plan or not

But of course I chose no at the end

Cuz I felt tired and I wanted to follow my heart.

But I felt sorry to them as well

我其實不算是個「喜歡」社交的人，

雖然也不會說討厭，

但對於要我虛假或毫無準備的去面對像這種「近身肉搏」的場合，

我還真是不太喜歡，

當然非得面對時，我也不太會去逃了，

基本上稍微讓我有點心理準備的狀況下，我都願意去參與，

除非那時候心情太厭世XD

I am not a person that like to “social” with others

Though not that hate as well

Just don’t like that to go social with fully fake and unprepared

of course I won’t skip if I have really no choice but can only face it

But that’s not a way to meet friends to me, I don’t want that I “face” my friends with fake

That’s me.

當時在那裏，這樣的場合多了之後，

我也比較確定說我能夠跟著自己的心走，也在適當的很多時候去配合更多人

知道自己想的是什麼，也知道別人希望的是什麼，從中找到平衡

The time at there,

I could know what I like to myself, and those dislikes

I know how to get balance from my actions and the world would like to see

To follow my heart, at the same time fulfill others

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